Today was a great day. I woke up around 11 and ate. Poor Jared slept until about 2 because he got off pretty late last night. Even though I was awake the whole time, he wanted me to be with him. Just to lay with him. He is so cute when he is sleeping. Thank God he was able to get a few extra hours.
Once he woke up he got up and ate. We pretty much sat around all day enjoying each others company. Something that I love to do. At around 4 we came back up to the room and just layed in bed together. He played Mortal Kombat LOL...
I'm trying to soak up as much of the little things, like laying in bed starring into each others eyes. Really capturing the moment so that when he leaves I can make myself fall asleep at night just by focusing on these little moments.
We ended up falling asleep..
Woke up at around 7 and went to Janna's moms house. We had dinner with her, dad, her parents and sister. It was nice to see her mom out of the hospital and feeling tons better than she did a few days ago. Thank God she is fighting as hard as she is. I've honestly never seen a woman be so strong before. I pray every day that the cancer will be gone.
After dinner we walked to Lion's Park in Niceville to watch the fireworks. It makes me want to cry, a happy cry, that I have him to spend time with. Just to sit back and watch to fireworks. Just him and I. Even though we sat on rocks and it was super hot outside and humid, it was one of the best times I've had in my life. Being able to just sit with him.
Knowing in 2 months that he will leave for 6 months or longer, really makes me appreciate everything that we do together. Every second spent with him makes me so happy. I've never had happiness like this.
I can say today was a great day. Not once did I think bad thoughts. My mind didn't wander and I didn't get depressed about myself. Today I actually loved myself. I thank Jared for that. Without him and all the love he shows me I wouldn't be where I am.
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